Things I need to say.
Then I read a comment this morning (btw I do read all the comments and appreciate them very much. There are several that I am planning on addressing as soon as I get a chance too) that clarified what I hadn't said.
I've told you about your illness, about our fears. I've described in detail your surgery, and our daily battles to get you well and home.
What I haven't told you is how much I love you.
How just the sight of you heals all my wounds, sooths all my aches.
How your little sounds, and your smell, are addicting to me and put me in a such place of peace and comfort.
Just being near you and my fatigue fades away and worries ease.
I wish I was better with words so I could truly express to you how deep and unconditional my love is.
Your father and I hoped, dreamed, wished, and yes even in our own way prayed for you over 18 long months of infertility.
We would talk of our Jelly and how much we needed you to complete us and how you were the missing piece of our family long before we knew you were you.
You baby boy. You are our dream come true. You are our wish fulfilled.
You, exactly the way you are, you are our miracle.
Your brother is our gift and you are our miracle.
You are a happy story.
You are our happy story.
and I wanted to make sure I told you that.
A little video of you really awake last night. I always forget that it will record what I say so sorry about that. What sounds like you breathing hard is actually the "push" of air that is helping to keep your lungs expanded. The sound of the baby in the background is one of our roommates.
Thank you for your comment Vback. Your so right.
Mason is a happy story. :)
7 comments:
So, So, SO true. I prayed, and hoped, and begged for you and the month you were conceived I just KNEW you were on the way! You are born into such an amazing family, full of love and fun days, lots of laughter, amazing birthday parties, passion and joy...And you dear boy, make up so much of that joy. We all love you...to the moon and back.
Thank you for keeping us updated, I check many times a day. We keep thinking and praying for Mason and your whole family. I feel as if I'm getting to know you and your family and I'm honored at the opportunity. It's beautiful to know such a strong and amazing family.
Angie P.
He is beautiful! I don't know you, but I seen a friend of mine post a link to your blog on facebook. Your family is in my prayers and my church is praying for you guys.
Sweet! Did you see him wink at you? He already has a fun personality!
Dear baby Mason the miracle,
We have been talking about you since forever, and have always loved you, way way way before you were born. Your mommy and daddy wanted you SO bad, and tried so hard, fought the good fight for you. Now it is your turn to fight the good fight, and you are winning. Every day you are getting stronger, and so many people are sending you good jujus. YOU ARE LOVED, and you have been since you were just an hopeful wish, the twinkle in your mom's eye.
I remember the day your mommmy talked to your daddy about another baby. I remember your mommy's sly smile, and your daddy's grin when he knew that you were on your way. I remember when your mom started to refur to you as jelly. I remember when your mom would sing the pb&J sing to your brother, and how he would just laugh and smile. I remember all the hard work your mommy and daddy did to have you. You are such a miracle. We are so lucky to have you in our family. I can't wait to spoil you rotten, to hold you, to give you kisses.
I love you so much baby cousin. My little warrior. You have stolen my heart and made it your own. <3
With much love,
your cousin Whitney
p.s. Sorry about my spelling
I found your site through couponing to disney last week. Well, I am hooked throughout the day to get the latest updates on precious, gorgeous Mason. What a cutie. I pray that your little guy gets stronger everyday and has a a long, healthy life. May God bless you and your family.
Yes Mason is a happy story and absolutely perfect. Mason you are so sweet and adorable. I am so in love with you.
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