Monday, January 31, 2011

Never put your eggs or hope in one basket....

Our insurance company that approved our transfer to Loma Linda is now denying it. The are now saying you will have to be discharged home before your care can be transferred to LL.

Your Dad is on the phone with our insurance but of course it's after closing time and there is not much we can do tonight. We are still going to fight for the transfer but it's for sure not going to happen today.

We've also lost our spot on the waiting list at Loma Linda too so now even if we get the approval back tomorrow we will have to wait our turn for a bed again. Who knows how much longer that will take.

I can't pretend that I'm not devastated and I'm starting to feel desperate.

Your Dad is running out of leave from work and will have to go back in a couple of days. We are close to our max stay at the Ronald McDonald house (we can get back in after we are gone for two days).

If we can't get to LL then I will have to stay here without your Dad. I can't imagine how I'm going to do it all by myself. But we will figure it out.

Now another night away from your brother.

Never in my life did I ever imagine I would cry in public so much. Thank God for big black sunglasses.

Sorry to be such a Debbie Downer

I know tomorrow gonna be a better day. Today just sucks.

I held you for two and a half hours today while you slept.

You are so beautiful.

8 comments:

Leslie said... Best Blogger Tips

Oh, Amy. I'm so sorry. Things are going to work out. Maybe you don't know how yet, but they will. Thinking of you guys...

Erin said... Best Blogger Tips

So sorry that today was such a hard day. Hang in there - this is SO worth it! A bunch of my friends from church are praying for you, your hubby, and both of your sweet boys. xxx

ellen charge said... Best Blogger Tips

you know ive seen this kinda story so many times about the insurance stuff its jstu infuriating insurance dotn seem to know wich end is up or down sometiems i think we r lucky here in aus

The Houston Family said... Best Blogger Tips

Take a deep breath. Prayers for you and your family.

Crystal M. said... Best Blogger Tips

I remember those days all to well and still kind of going through it since my son has been in and out of the hospital lately. I did a lot of it alone, my husband also had to go back to work (someone had to keep the insurance going). Hang in there I know its hard, before you know you all will be home together and this will just be anther story to tell.
Hugs,
Crystal

Dena said... Best Blogger Tips

Sending you a huge hug. Hang in there, your strength is amazing. I pray that it will work out for you to all be together very soon.

mj said... Best Blogger Tips

I'm still rooting and praying for you that the transfer works out. I know things will find a way of working themselves out so just keep the faith. *hugs*

Beat Writer said... Best Blogger Tips

Hello PB and J mom. I see you are from Loma Linda (I believe). Would you consider speaking to a Loma Linda reporter? My name is Gina Tenorio, I am a reporter. My number is (909) 213-5355. I work for an Online publication named Loma Linda Patch. lomalinda.patch.com

I would be very glad to hear from you. (And no, I am not selling anything.)